Begagnad kvinna, nej flicka är jag än.
Jag och en gammal klasskamrat x 2, två olika gymnasieklasser/linjer gick vi tillsammans, snackade på msn härom natten under några timmar...och vi diskuterade en sväng sex och gamla ex och one-nights...och hur många man vart med osv. och jag kände mej helt plötsligt jävligt begagnad..visst har väl inte haft lika många som endel andra haft men endå....sex måste man ju ha men ändå....herregud....känner mej heltplötsligt oxå jävligt gammal efter att jag skulle komma på rubriken till detta inlägg nyss....jag e ju kvinna ingen flicka...jag vill inte va kvinna det låter så jääävla kärringaktigt...jag e bara snart 25 men tänker endå aldrig bli en dag över 18 i huvvet hahahaha
så idag är jag en begagnad flicka. det ni.
Nomy - Cocaine
You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocain
But I am who I am
so I do what I can, when I can
but I can't really do a damn thing
So fine this day
all your problems has gone away
but tomorrow, when you wake up
all your problems are back to stay
Your life,
a game
turn it up, turn it up with cocain
And everytime that you live is a time when you feel
and the only time you heal
Tell me what it is
and it would never be like this
A problem that we have in common
baby tell me what it is
it probebly dosnt meen a piss
will rip my heart apart
Now it's to late, to late to live
only heaven loves you now
so love it back for once
just once
Now it's to late, to late to live
and my councius killing me
so am I alive
but Im not free
and for all of you that can relate to this to
and for all of you that can relate to this to
White snow
I know
You're on a place where I just can't go
But I hope you do remember
your snow dosnt warm you in december
You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocain
But I am who I am
so I do what I can, when I can
but I can't really do a damn thing
Now it's to late, to late to live
only heaven loves you now
so love it back for once
just once
Now it's to late, to late to live
and my councius killing me
so am I alive
but Im not free
and for all of you that can relate to this to
and for all of you that can relate to this to
Tell me what it is
and it would never be like this
A problem that we have in common
baby tell me what it is
it probebly dosnt meen a piss
will rip my heart apart
You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocain
But I am who I am
so I do what I can, when I can
but I can't really do a damn thing
Now it's to late, to late to live
only heaven loves you now
so love it back for once
just once
Now it's to late, to late to live
and my councius killing me
so am I alive
but Im not free
and for all of you that can relate to this to
and for all of you that can relate to this to
ta åt dig!
Now that you are out of my life,
I'm so much better,
You thought that I'd be weak without ya,
But I'm stronger,
You thought that I'd be broke without ya,
But I'm richer,
You thought that I'd be sad without ya,
I laugh harder,
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya,
Now I'm wiser,
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya,
But I'm smarter,
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya,
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya,
Sold nine million.
Thought I couldn't breathe without you,
I'm inhalin'
You thought I couldn't see without you,
Perfect vision,
You thought I couldn't last without ya,
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without ya,
But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without ya,
But I'm on top,
Though it would be over by now,
But it won't stop,
You thought that I would self-destruct,
But I'm still here,
Even in my years to come,
I'm still gon' be here.
I'm wishin' you the best,
Pray that you are blessed,
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna blast you on the radio,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna lie on you or your family, yo,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna hate you in the magazine,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna compromise my Christianity,
(I'm better than that)
You know I'm not gonna diss you on the Internet
Cause my momma told me better than that.
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).
After all of the darkness and sadness,
Still comes happiness,
If I surround myself with positive things,
I'll gain prosperity.
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vem är du egentligen?
du var den sista jag trodde skulle kunna göra nåt sånt här, 4 st olika. och sedan vart och kännt på mig och låtsas om som om inget hänt. jag är så äcklad. lortig. och så jävla osäker på dig själv.
fy fan va synd att man ej kan spola tillbaka tiden 3 år. svin.
du var min värld mitt allt den äkta kärleken.
men du har lortat ner mig, min själ, mitt liv äckligt. hoppas hon var dålig o jävligt dyr. fast de e klart, du gillar dem ju 40 +
du får mig att bara vilja spy
De va ett jävla tjat på er :P
Tack för att ni som finns finns iaf och tack att ni som läser vill få mej att skriva mer. My therapy i bött.
besök mig/läs blogg-fan
det gick från noll till 200 besökare på bara några dagar, sen tillbaks till noll för att sedan bli ca tre för att bli ca 20 och nu är de bara en endaste liten besökare.
inte bara min födelsedag
grattis till mig själv
bläää
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